|
Post by Devin Olson on Aug 30, 2008 11:38:50 GMT -5
Devin was a bit hesitant. "Yes?" he answered. It came out more of a question because he didn't know what Asha's reaction would be. He didn't want her to be embarrassed or angry or anything. "I've known most things that you probably don't want me to know." he said as he looked away.
|
|
|
Post by Asha Davis on Aug 30, 2008 12:15:30 GMT -5
color=purple]Asha looked up at him blankly. "That would have been nice to know before I started thinking all those things about you." she said a bit sarcasticlly. "That is so not fair." she joked burrying his face into his stomach, mostly because her face was hot and he was cold. She wrapped her arms around him tightly. "You thought I would be mad... didn't you?" She asked him smiling a little. "Devin, I can't be mad at you about anything. It comes with the whole imprinting thing." [/color]
|
|
|
Post by Devin Olson on Aug 30, 2008 12:23:59 GMT -5
Devin laughed at her. So she wasn't mad. That was a good thing. He tensed a little when she buried her face into his stomach. He was a vampire, but he was still a guy. She of course was a beautiful girl that he loved. He made her go crazy sometimes. "Oh okay. I was worried there for a second. I don't like to make you mad." he said softly. He stroked her head staring up at the ceiling. He was trying to get his mind off of other urges. "It was actually a help for me. When I knew how much you liked me I didn't have to wait to tell you exactly how I felt. It was a nice break." He remembered back to the fifth month that they had been going out. They were in town just having a good time and he heard her thinking about how she loved him. He, of course, was already in love and decided then that it was time to tell her. It just sped up the process.
|
|
|
Post by Asha Davis on Aug 30, 2008 13:10:31 GMT -5
Asha smiled she felt him tense under her. She wanted to laugh, she had done that on purpose, a little bit as payback. "You didn't make me mad, and I don't just like you... I love you." She slid up his body so that her head was more on his chest now. She looked up at him smirking slightly. She streached up and kissed him lightly then layed her head back on his chest.
|
|
|
Post by Devin Olson on Aug 30, 2008 15:31:56 GMT -5
Devin continued to stay tense. Why did she have to tease him like this? It was just plain torture. "You're getting me back." he stated. "This is really not cool." He kissed her back and stroked her head. He didn't mind this part. Not at all. He would love to stay like this forever. But that wouldn't happen. She had to eat, he had to hunt. Plus if Dakota found out he came in here every night, things would turn for the worse. "Did you ever have dreams about having kids?" he asked randomly. He knew that he once did. Back before he was reborn. He always wanted that one perfect family. Now it wasn't possible. Now he had music as his family. He did have Asha though. She could be his family. His one and only.
|
|
|
Post by Asha Davis on Aug 30, 2008 15:58:44 GMT -5
Asha laughed quietly. "Yes I am." she said and laughed again. She layed there and closed her eyes completely content. She thought about Dakota in the other room and wondered if he knew Devin came here... then again Devin would know that wouldn't he? She had a feeling it would start to get a little weird knowing her thoughts were out in the open for Devin. "Yes... I still do." She thought about it for a minute. "I can't have kids regardless anyway because of this stupid werewolf thing." She sighed she wouldn't ever be the same again, unless the vampires left. Which ment Devin would leave. Which wasn't going to happen unless she went with him.
|
|
|
Post by Devin Olson on Aug 30, 2008 21:46:43 GMT -5
Devin listened to her intently. So she did want kids. He didn't know what to say. "So you do want kids...." he said quietly. He knew that he probably couldn't give that to her. It broke his heart that he held her back. "I'm holding you back so much. You could still have kids if it weren't for me. You could do so many things, but you can't because of me. You wouldn't be so scared, worried, or in trouble if it weren't for me." he said his voice slightly shaking. This was really starting to make him sad. He stood up and looked out her bedroom window. His eyes were sad, his stone heart heavy. If he could cry he probably would've started at that moment. He looked back over at the gorgeous girl in the bed. Asha. His Asha. The one he loved so much it hurt sometimes. Right now it hurt. It hurt to see that he was holding her back so much. "I'm so sorry, Asha." he whispered.
|
|
|
Post by Asha Davis on Aug 30, 2008 22:53:03 GMT -5
Asha shrugged she did want kids, but it wasn't that improtant. There was always other options for that. "Devin... I..." she stuttered a little bit falling all over her own words. "No, no Devin. Thats not it. Don't be sorry." she was pretty much begging. She felt like such an idiot for saying that. She didn't mean to hurt him. She quickly got up and crossed the room forcing him to turn around and look at her. "Don't be sorry." she said more sternly. "Devin this is not your fault and even if it was your fault I wouldn't care. I can't... have a kid anyway." she admitted looking down at her feet.
|
|
|
Post by Devin Olson on Aug 30, 2008 23:41:15 GMT -5
Devin turned and looked at her with sad eyes. She said that it wasn't her fault and not to feel bad. But it was such a big thing. Because of him she turned into a werewolf, she couldn't have kids, she couldn't be a normal teen, and so much more. "Asha..." he said his voice cracking. "I don't want to ruin everything for you." He turned away from her again, staring out her window. He reached for the window, to open it. He couldn't stand to see Asha like this. "I'm ruining your life. I'm taking everything away. Besides, Dakota doesn't want me seeing you anyway. Maybe it's just easier..."
|
|
|
Post by Asha Davis on Aug 31, 2008 1:30:47 GMT -5
Asha studied his face. Oh sure he could read minds but she couldn't that was totaly unfair. She looked up at his crumbling face. "Don't be stupid." she said slowly. "Devin, just... stop... You know I dont want you to leave." she pulled on his arm but he was locked on the window. He looked up at him in total terror. "You are not leaving! And you can never take it away. Besides when did you ever give crap about Dakota? Devin don't kid yourself."
|
|
|
Post by Devin Olson on Aug 31, 2008 2:44:27 GMT -5
Devin was torn. He hated seeing Asha so sad, and yet he didn't want to ruin her life. When she started talking he started to crumble. She said that he didn't do anything, or cause any pain. If he left, that would be the most painful of all. He couldn't do that to her. He had to trust in what she was saying. If she loved him as much as she said then he'd stay by her. Forever. "Asha, I love you so much." he said sweeping her into his arms. He kissed her passionately and set her back down on her bed and laid by her. "I won't hurt you. I just want to see you happy." he said softly. "All I want is for you to have all you ever want."
|
|
|
Post by Asha Davis on Aug 31, 2008 3:01:51 GMT -5
Asha shut the window quickly before he could change his mind as he swept her int his arms. She kissed him back and then burried her face into his shoulder. "Devin you have given me everything I ever wanted, just by being with me." she said Asha curled up into his side hopeful that he would stop thinking about that. "I'm going to go to bed, and you getter be here when I wake up..." she yawned at the last part. Curled into his side with her head on his stomach was the best way to sleep. It was comfortable, and it felt right. She kissed him lightly before returning to her place. "Don't ever think about that again... You promise?" she was almost too tired to stay awake now.
|
|
|
Post by Devin Olson on Aug 31, 2008 4:03:16 GMT -5
Devin smiled and tensed again when she laid against his stomach. "You're really torturing me, you know that?" he said smiling softly. He kissed her back when she came back up to his face. He loved her so much. "I will definitely be here when you wake up. I always am." he said softly in her ear. "I won't think about that...I promise. I love you way too much to hurt you again."
|
|
|
Post by Asha Davis on Aug 31, 2008 4:19:39 GMT -5
Asha wrapped her arm around him in answer to his first question, then yawned again. "I love you too." she whispered as she fell asleep. Asha woke up slowly in the morning on the other side of the bed curled up and wrapped up in her covers. This was not how she usualy woke up. She rolled onto her back and sat up. Yawning a little she ran her fingers through her hair before looking around her room.
|
|
|
Post by Devin Olson on Aug 31, 2008 4:48:26 GMT -5
Devin peered into the window outside of Asha's room. Dakota had come in earlier to check on her and he had to flee. If Dakota had caught him in there, everything would've crumbled. Once he left he saw Asha stir. She sat up and looked around. She would know that he was gone, meaning he broke his promise to her. Quickly and quietly he went back through is window and landed swiftly on her bed behind her. He wrapped his arms around her. "Good morning, my love." he said quietly in her ear. He knew that even quietly she could hear everything. Another enhanced feature both werewolves and vampire's had.
|
|